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i won’t break down this way, i will hold on for one more day, if you’ll help me then i shall feel, something so much more than this something that real although i’lil i’ll carry on pretending i don’t notice your goneeeeeeee but god i miss you so much it hurts sometimes, and i can’t bring us back toal lthe days gone by why didn’t i notice? that you were not quite fine now i cna’t bring us back to al lthe days gone by…….tell me why, make me see, how my giving up giving in isn’t whtas best, for me, no i’ve tried, but i am terrified by you, i should but i made, to notice to carry on, pretending i don’t ntoice ur gone but god i miss you, so much it hurts sometimes and i can’t bring us back to al lthe day sgone by, why didn’t notice, that you were not quite fien now i can’t bring us back to, all the days gone by, now i’m alright i hoe your going ot clal my name and i can not pormise the things you love in this life won’t change, i won’t be with you, cuz your a part of me and i i will always love you but got i miss you so much it hurts sometimes y why didn’t i notice? that you were not quite fine now i cna’t bring us back to al lthe days gone by why did’nt i notice you wern’t in life now i cant birng us back to all the days gone by i’ve always loved you i miss you all the time all the days gone by.

i can’t believe the things you said to me, now i’m not alright unwell, and i can’t even tell, you with i’ll survive, in spite of the hurt this time cuz im a million miles awy inside i can’t breath just know i did not believ you lies, now i wont’ be there by your side, now all the choices come to haunt you, the things you done to me afgter all i’ve done for you you left you said you were never very much in love with me, and i am not enough of everything you think you need but i can not belive you took granted, every time i took a stand for you i see, now you were not enough that someone for someone like me, i hoped, i prayed, that you would somehow find your way, to stay for one more day, but for long we could be, i know you did not give me right now i won’t be there by your side all of your chacnes come to hautn you, the things you’ve done to me, aafte rall i’ve done for you you left you said you were never very much in love with me and i am not enough of every thing you think you need, but i can not believe you took gratned every time that i took a stand for you i see, now you were not enough that someone for someone like me, now i’m alright, i still get by, what comes smetimes, maybe i found you, i am still, breathin and im alive, not when your around of my life, i’m not giving up everything i have for you no more im through you know i’ll never break again for you you left you said you were never very mcuh in love with me im not of everyting of everyting you need i can not bleive you took granted everytime i took a stand for you i see, now you were not enough that someone for someone like me.

step 1, you say we need to talk, he walks you say sit donw its just a talk he smiles polelitely back at you you stare poloitely rite on through some sort of window to your right as he goes left and you stay right btwn the lines of fear and blame, you being to wonder why you came, wehre did i go wrong? i lsot a frined somehwere along in the bitterness and i would have stayed up with you all night, had i known, how to save a life let’m know that you know best, cuz after all you do know best, try to step past his defense without granting innocence, he’ll get a list of what is wrong things you told him all along pray to god he heras you and pray to god he hearsssssssss you, and wehre did i go wrong? i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and i would have stayed up with you all night, had i known how to save a life as he begins to raise his voice lower yours grant im one last choice try to someting lose the road break with the one that follows, he will do one of two things he will admit to everything or he’ll say he’s not hte same and you’ll being to wonder why you came? where did i go wrong? i lost a frined somewhere along in the bitterness and i would hvae styaed up with you all night had i known how to save a life where did i go wrong? i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and i would have stayuped up with you all night had i known how to save a life where did i go wrong i lost a frined somwehre along in the biterness and i would hvae stayuped up with you all night had i known how to save a life where did go wrong? i lost a frined somewhere along in teh bittenres and i would hvae styaed up with you all night had i known how to sav ea life

close to you so far away, i’m renting in an empty space, something pleading through the air something, we could see in black and white snow falls down tonight, no ones ever felt liek this before, what went wrong, with you, and me, this is my apology, cuz even when i fall asleep, you stay with me, you stay with me, stuck inside a broken field watching out seasons change hoping time will finally set me free suddenly your standing there, a croweded street a lonely stare, thousand miles of traffic in its way, what went wrong, with you, and me, this is my apology, from the moment that i leave, you stay with me, you stay with me, every letter that you wrote, stays with me, every promise that i broke, stays with me, everything thats left inside, stays with ,stays with me, close to you so far away, renting in an empty space, silence pleading through the open air, movies seen in black white the snow falls down, close to me, no ones ever felt like this before,

its that time  to sink or swim i try to be stronger inside,  and rise above myself, i know for you it must painful to caring the way you do thoug h i can’t be you i see through your silence vindicitve differnece gets you by and im trying i could tell you when we’ll fly, just know, i carry you to lift you see here i will awlays be, be there any time you call i will take us back in to a life of more than this think through all the things we’ll be, be to here after all i know sometimes you dont know how your sccared i’m always there to catch your fall

can’t sleep

its 5 am…don’t think im sleeping tonight..heh, just playing games n listening to soft music (John Mayer, Cold Play, Howie Day)…etc…

its cold…damn…

TCH! goddamnit

how dacni jus let you walk away? just let u leave without a trac e when im standing her eevery breath with you ohh your the onlye one who really knew me at all, how can ujust walk away from me whe n all i can do is watch you leave cuz we’ve shared teh laughter and the pain and even shared the tears your the only one who really knew me at all, so take al ook at me nowww, theres just an empty space, theres nothing left hereee, to remminds me just the memory for your face, take a look at me nooow, theres just an empty space, and you comin back to me is against all odds and thast what i’ve got to face, I WISH I COULD JUST MAKE YOU TURN AROUND, TURN AROUND AND SEE ME CRY, THERSE SO MUCH I NEEED TO SAY TO YOU, SO MANY REASONS WHYYYY, YOUR THEO NLY ONE, WHO REALLY KNEW ME AT ALL, SO TAKE AL OOK ME A NOW, THERSE A JUST EMPTY SPACE, THERES NOTHING LEFT HERE! HERE TO REMMMINNDS ME JUST THE MEMORY OF YOUR FACE OH TAKE AL OOK AT ME NOW, THERES JUST AN EMPTY SPACE, BUT TO WAIT FOR TYOU IS AL LI CAN DO AND THATS WHAT I’VE GOT TO FACE TAKE AL OOK ME AT ME NOW I’L JUST BE STANDING HERE, AND YOU COMIN BACK TO ME! IS AGAINST THE ODDS AND THAST A CHANCE I’VE GOT TO FACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TAKE A LOOK ME NOWOWWWWOW

well you done me, and you better felt i tried to beat u but your shot that i melted i fell right htorught the cracks now im trying to get back so the cool done run out im givin it my best nothign gonna stop me but divine intervention i rekcn its my turn to win some or learn some i wont hesisitea no more no more it can not wait, im yourssssssss, well open up ur mind and see me like me open up yourp lans adn damn ur free look into your heart and you’ll find love liste nto the msuic of the moment and sing with me i like peaceful melodies its your god forsaken right to be loved, ohhh i won’t hes-it-tate no more, no more, it can not wait im sure thers no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate im yours

its not a sillyh litlte moment its a not a storm before the calm this is the can[‘t seem to hold u like i want to so i can feel you in my arms

your in my arms, so close to together wiating her ewith you so close to feeling alive, our life goes by, romantic dreams must die, so i bid my goodbye and never knew, so close to waiting, waiting here with you and now, forever i know all that i wanted to hold you so close, so cloooooooose to reaching our famous happy ending almost believing this ones not pretend, and now your beside me, and look how far we’ve comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, so far we are so close how could i and i should you lose you know, we’re so close to reaching, our famous happy end and, almost beleinvg THIS ONES NOT PRETEND, ltes go, i’m dreaming though we know we are, so far, so close, and still so far…

oi know its hard for you to undrestand whta im going thorugh i sit here to remind myuself, your always dresed to kill and you feel like u owe it to the world but you owe it to yourslf and your not here and i can’t stop pretending and your forever midn ANNND III! I CAN’T SLEEP ANYMORE, SINCE YOU LEFT, I MISS YOU SINGING ME TO SLIP I CAN’T THINK ANYMORE IN YOUR ARMS I MISS YOU SINGING TO SLEEP CHEER UP MY FRIENDS I’LIL SAY BUT YOUR ALWAYS ON TOUR, YOUR NEVER HOME IM ALWAYS DRESED TOK ILLK CUZ I FILL LIKE I OWE IT TO TEHWORLD BUT I OWE IT TO MYSELF AND YOUR, YOUR NOT HERE, AND I CAN’T STOP PRETNEIND,G THAT YOUR FOREVER MINE! AND IIII, I CAN’T SDREAM ANYMORE, SINCE YOU LEFT, I MISS YOU SINGING ME TO SLEEEP I CAN’T LAY ANYMORE, IN YOUR ARMS, I MISS YOU SINGING ME TO SLEEP, CHEER UP MY FRIEND I’LL SAY, AND I CAN’T STOP PRETENDING, THAT YOUR FOREVER MINE, YOUR BETTER OFF ANYWAY, AND YOUR NOT HERE, NOT HERE, I CAN’T DREAM ANYMORE, SINCE YOU LEFT, I MISS YOU SINGING ME TO SLEEP, I CAN’T DREAM ANYMREO IN YOUR ARMS I MISSY OU SINGING ME TO SLEEP, CHEER UP MY FRIEND, ILL SAY,

don’t yi think imintersitng well im lisetning everythings obvious the way you put your hand on me the way you talk so easily teh wyaour lips are glistening well im listening u get around u want me to come around you need me this time i won’t be back at all, but myabe misery is wht ineed to keep my sanity and i dont mean for things to go my way im pleased to meet maybe syesterday is the tday i coudl get away teh day i was stuck in sanity, im stlil pleaed to meet you RIGHT NOW I THINK IM INSANE BUT IM REALLY JUST ANXIOUS TO CROSS THIS BRIDGE A SUBCONCIOUS OASIS WHATS RIGHT IS RIGHT AND WRONG IS WRONG AND YOU ARE THERE TO BUILD ME UP TO GET AROUND YOU WANT ME TO COME AROUND YOU NEED ME THIS TIME AROUND I WON’T BE BACK AT ALL BUT MAYBE IS MISERY IS WHAT I NEED TO KEEP MY SINTY I DON’T MEAN FOR THINS TO GO MY WAY IM PLEASED TO MEET YOU

KISS ME, DOWN BY THE BEARDED BARLEY NIGHTLY BESIDE THE GREEN GREEN GRASS SWING SINWG, SINWG YORU SPINNING STEP I’LL WEAR THOSE SHOES AND YOU WILL EWAR THAT DRESS OHHHHHH KSIS ME!!!!!!! BEWNEATH THE MILKY TWILIGHT! LEAEEAD MEEEEEEE, OUT ON THE MOONLIT FLOOR, LIFT YOUR OPEN HAND STRIKE OUT THE BAND AND MAKE THE FIRE FLIES DANCE SILVER MOON SPARKLING, SO KISS ME, KISS M,E DOWN BY THE BOKEN TEE HOURS SWING ME ON ITS HANGING TIRE BRING BRING BRING YOUR FLOWERED HAT WE’LL TAKE THE TRAIL MARKS ON YOUR FATHERS MAP, OHHHH KISS ME BENEATH THE MILKY TWILIGHT LEAD ME, DOWN BY THE MOONLIT FLOOR LIFT YOUR OPEN HAND STRIKE OUT TEH BAND AND MAKE THE FIREFLIES DANCE SILVER MOON SPARKOLING SO KISS ME

tonight its very clera as we’re both lying here thers so many things i wannt to say, i will always lov eyou, i will never leave you alone DUNUNUNUN, sometimes i just forget, say things i might regret, it breaks my heart to see you crrryyyinggg, i don’t wanna lose you, i can never make it alone CUZ I AM A MAN WHO WILL FIGHT FOR YOUR HONOR, I’LL BE THE HERO THAT YOUR DREAMIN OFFF GONNA LIVE FOREVER KNOWING TOGEERR THAT WE DID IT ALL, FOR THE GLORY OF LOVEEE YOU KEEP ME STANDING TALL YOU HELP ME TRHOUG HIT ALL I’M ALWAYS TRONG HWEN YOUR BESIDE ME, I HAVE ALWAYS NEED YOU I CULD NEVER MAKEI TAONE 1 2 3 4! CUZ I AM THE MAN, WHO WILL FIGHT, FOR YOUR HONOR I’LL BE THE HERO THAT YOUR DREAMIN OFFFFFFFFF, GONNA LIVE FOREVER, KNOWING TOGETHER THAT WE DID IT ALL FOR THE GLORRRRY OF LOVEEE,

…Gotta keep my rep up

I have like 1 fan…i used to have 2…but like…I noticed on other people’s blog they seem to  be copying lyrics down…and putting them on their blogs…which is what I do…so…in order to compete with those…I will now spam lyrics

*Note: these are not copy/pasted lyrics, i type them down as the song goes along

Feeling Left Out: Going away to college(blink 182 tribute)
please take me by the hand its so cold out tonight i’ll put blankets on the bed i won’t turn out the light just don’t forget to think about me and i won’t forget you, i’ll write u once a week she said…
*guitar*
why does it feel the same to fall in love or breaking up if ur love is justa game i must’ve missed the kick off don’t depend on me to ever follow through on anyitn but i’d go to hellfor  you and i havn’t beeen this scared in a long time, and im so unprepared, so heres you valentine, a boquet of clumsy words, a simple melody, this worlds an ugly place, but your so beautiful to me
*guitar*
i’ll think about the time she kissed me after class and she put it up with my friends i acted like an ass, i ditched my lecture to watch the girl play soccer, heres my picture, still hanging in her locker, i havn’t been this scared in a long time, and im so unprepared, so heres your valentine, a boquet of clumsy words, a simple melody, this worlds an ugly place, but your so beautifulllll
*guitar*
i havn’t been this scared, in a long time, and im so unprepared, so heres your valentine, a boquet of clumsy words, a simple melodyyyyyyy, this worlds an ugly place, but your so beautiful

Quietdrive: Take a Drink
i nver wanna be part of the herd i geuss i was in case u ahvn’t hered maybe u can tell i can’t stand the way i wanna be the include di always wanna be am ystery i always knew 2 n 2 made 3 i wish away the time im living in I NEVER WANNA SEE THE SMILE AGAIN ITS NOT FOR SURE THAT IM FEELING LIKE ITS NOT FOPR SURE COME ON AND TAKE A DRINK WITH ME, I DONT THIKN U CAN GO WITH IT I DONT THINK U CAN HANDLE IT, FORGIVE MY UNFORGETFUL NESS AND TAKE A DRINK WITH ME
I WANTD TO BE 2 BUT MORE THAN ONE I OULNLY THOUGHT I COUL BE SO DUMG CRUSH MY HEART WIT HUR NEW HEELS I’D PREFER U BUT I DON’T KNEEDL, ALRFAFAF, I WONDER IF YOU LEAVE IF U SAY GO, ITS NOT FOR SURE THAT IM FEELING, LIKE ITS NOT FOR SURE, COME ON AND TAKE A DRINK WITH ME OHHH OHHH, I DONT THINK U CAN GO WITH TI ID ONT THINK U CAN HANDLE IT, WOHHH WOHHH, FORGIVE MY UNFORGETFULNESS AND TAKE A DRINK WITH ME”
OHH
ITS NOT FOR SURE! BUT IM FEELING LIKE ITS NOT FOR SURE, COME ON AND TAKE A DRINK WITH ME WOHHH WOHH, I DONT THINK U CAN GO WITH IT, I DONT THINK U CAN HANDLE IT WOHHH WOHH, FORGIVE MY UNFORGETULESS NESS, AND TAKE A DRINK WITH ME I DONT THINK U CAN GO WITH IT  AND TAKE ADRINK WITH ME I NEVER WANNA BE PART OF THE HERD SOMETHING SOMETING SO WHY DONT U TAKE A DRINK WITH MEE
hehe…to fast song

Kira: Against all Odds(cover)
how cani just let u walk away let u leave iwhtout a trace wen i stand here taking every breath with youuu oooo ur the only one who really knew me at all, how can u just walk away from me wen all i can do is watch u leave cuz we’ve shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the teeeears, ur the only one, who really knew me at alllll, so take al ook at me nowwwwwww, theres just an empty space, THERES NOTHING LEFT HERE! TO REMIND ME! JUST THE MEMORY OF YOUR FACEEEE, TAKE AL OOK AT ME NOW THERES JUST AN EMPTY SPACE, AND U COMIN BACK TO ME IS AGAINST ALL ODDS AND THATS WHAT I’VE GOT TO FAaceeeeee, I WIHS I COULD JUST MAKE U TURN AROUND TURN AROUND AND SEE ME CRY THERS SO MUCH I NEED TO SAY TO YOU SO MANY REASONS WHYYYY, YOUR THE ONLY, WHO REALLY KNEW ME AT ALLL, SO TAKE AL OOK AT ME NOWWWW, THERES JUST AN EMPTY SPACE, THERS NOTING LEFT HERE, TO REMINDDDD ME, JUST THE MEMORY OF YOUR FAACE, TAKE AL OOK AT ME NOOOOOW, ITHERE JUST AN EMPTY SPACE BUT TO WAIT FOR YOU SI ALL I CAN DO AND THATS WHAT I’VE GOT TO FACE TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT ME NOW, I’LL BE STANDING HERE, AND U COMIN BAKC TO ME, IS AGAINST ALL ODDS AND THATS A JUST I’VE GOT TO TAKE dodododododo oDODO DOd odo dodo ODDOdodo TAKE A LOOK AT ME NOWWWW, dododododododo

2 birds with 1 stone, rock on

ok..uh..since i got Tagged by michelle and Teresa, im gonna do 16 for both instead of 32

1. Have u ever asked yourself how much you really know somebody? Close friends really aren’t that close unless you actually know that u are, if you have any doubts, you probably aren’t that close.

2. What the fuck am i suppose to do…

3. I’ve never had a girlfriend

4. Everyone already knew that

5. So fuck it

6. What do you wanna know aobut me?

7. There’s not much to tell

8. My life’s an open book you see

9. Not covered by a shell

10. Or maybe I’m lying, my words aren’t true

11. I mean when would I ever lied to you?

12. My words are simple, and so is my mind

13. Why make things complex? its a waste of time

14. But what if there’s something, something I don’t show

15. If there is or there isn’t, I’d make sure you’d never know

16. I don’t tag anyone, fuck grammar, oh…Sorry Teresa

- Late
G.P.