Conversation with my best friend…

My best friend being myself of course
(aw…i’m touched)
We haven’t talked in a while…
(I know…)
Wonder why
(you know why)
of course i know why
(so why do you wonder)
i wonder if
(if what)
i dont nkow
(well thats teh problem)
what is
(you don’t know what to wonder about)
of course i do
(well then wonder about it)
i can’t
(DON’T EVER SAY THAT! REMEMBER?)
oh yea…i mean…i don’t want to
(why not?)
you know why
(i know I DO, i’m checking if you do)
i’m scared arn’t i
(scared outa your mind)
too many things to fear in this world
(yep)
love, hate, happiness, sadness, so many things to fear
(only thnig to fear is fear itself)
don’t give me that shit
(apparantly your not very brave)
…probably not
(don’t be so self concious, you are when you have to be)
barely…
(don’t be like that! fucking annoying)
ok ok…
(talk about it, THINK ABOUT IT)
aiite
(so…)
its shut in tight
(thats what she said)
no jokes
(k)
i can’t get it out…even when talking to myself
(thats how scared you are?)
thats how scared we are
(what…we’re getting too accustomed to it)
we gotta let it out
(we gotta talk)
…i’m done
(its…too crazy)
yep….this enver hapened before
(the feelings too strong)
all of them
(yeah…)
whats gonna happen if all that stfuf we build up gets released
(we’ll take it like we always do)
yeah…
(sorry)
sorry

…i can’t

G.P. …never felt so low
(seriously…)
i’m not sad
(yes you are…your just…used to it)
this isn’t good
(not good at all)
i’m nnot mad
(nope)
i’m sad…
(…so sad…you can’t even feel it anymore)
FUCK!