Eh………………………

should I blog?
(well…you already started)
yea but I have like nothing to talk about
(well then your boring)
…am I?
(whats wrong with you)
I…I don’t
(what the fuck shot your confidence)
Fuck…
(stay sharp dude, stay sharp)
Hahahaha ah………..dude
(dude…keep it together)
I think I went from being totally independent, to too dependent, I gotta balance out more
(tch, theres always something for someone to work on to improve themselves, don’t let that get to you)
Do I want to change?
(Do you?)
I don’t want to change for the worse
(Then don’t…)
How do I do that?
(Well, do what you’re good at, take a risk, take a shot!)
Tch I can’t do that anymore…
(Don’t say that)
How come I used to be able to do the most random stuff, like chances with people out of nowhere and not care what happened
(You care what happens now)
Of course I do
(Is that a good thing or a bad thing?)
Tch, makes life more dramatic, fkin hate drama
(Don’t let it get to you then)
Well fuck how do i do that
(Fucking stop questioning, If you don’t know the answer, how the fuck would I know, I’M YOU)
Well then, lets think…
(Alrite…)
I went from being able to not care and try whatever I wanted, to being fearful of what might happen because now I care more about what some people think of me
(Its a trade off, its your decision whether you think it’s a fair trade off)
hm…
(so which one is it?)
I gotta balance…
(describe a more balanced position then)
I should be able to care less about what some people think of me and take more risks in trying to improve someone’s thoughts of me so that I don’t have to care about what people think of me, if what they think of me is good
(hahaha easy as that?)
easier said than done
(well duh)
Wait…what I just typed is stupid
(yea…now that you look at it)
I basically just said I should care more if someone cares less for me…and that try harder to make them care more rather than try harder to make the one who care for me stay in good thoughts of me
(your getting confusing, I think I’m the only one who’s able to follow this now)
yea…well thats cuz you’re me
(true)
I should only risk it, if its for a person who cares less for me…then it wouldn’t matter If the risk goes bad or not…
(yep)
…what if its a person who cares less for me, I WANT them to care more, but I don’t want the risk to go bad…
(life isn’t that easy)
fuck yea…

Hah I haven’t done that in awhile…
(What? yea we haven’t talked in awhile)
Yep…it was nice
(hahaha)
Late
(Late)

-G.P.

To my dearest (and my only) reader…

I will not blog anymore…well…maybe a couple times a year…once a month probalby…so yea looking at this site from now on is a waste of time…instead of wasting 3 minutes going to this website, I hope you then use the time you save to change the world…3 minutes ata time,

-Thank You
…Sincerely
-George Terrence Arcangel P(fuck i ain’t putting my last name in this shit)

(I’ll miss you guys…)
shut up…dont get all teary you freak…
(NOOO DON’T LEAVE, THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE I CAN EXPRESS MYSELF)
fuck you, your staying in my mind where you BELONG!
(NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *GRABS LEG*)
…why am i grabbing my own leg…
(i…don’t…know)
…later man
(later)
u wanna say good bye?
(that would be nice)
(good bye my fans, when you see George very passive and smart and kinda monotone…thats me talkin…)
…k